Last night, well technically early this morning, I had yet another sleepless night. People recommended me to drink warm milk. But for that I'd need a proper fridge. Well speaking of fridges, my brother finally talked with the owner of the apartment about it. Hopefully we'll have it fixed/replaced in this week's time.
Today at the uni, specifically at the English Civilization seminar, we talked about the book, and respectively the movie, 1984. I liked that book. I liked it quite much. But my classmates yet again set out on a quest to give a fine representation of their stupidity. Besides their lack of knowledge in the English language, they weren't even able to share their thoughts on the book. And I was hoping we could have intelligent debates on the book's themes. Apparently impossible with my classmates.

Now I have to return to my homework. I wish it were a codename for "porn" as depicted in my little picture above, but how sad ... it is not -sniff-

I'm either blogging too much about shit stuff or not blogging at all. And I saw that for a while now, all my blogs had a [let's say] "theme". Be it either metal, movies, japanese stuff or ...what else do I blog about? -ponders-

So I'm going to write today about games, being the nerd that I am. Again, me and my brother have no personal lives so we spent two days watching Starcraft gameplays. In particular, the best Starcraft player's games .. who is, go figure, a Korean by the ID Boxer. I thought I played Starcraft well enough but he just proved me wrong. Well okay I am not a shabby player -battles eyelashes- but I could never manage the units and resources like he does or recover and win a battle that seemed lost.
So yeah, that's what we did. I especially watched him on youtube with Rammstein's latest album playing in the background, which is quite good. I mentioned before, that I am such an almighty metal pygmy. I'd do me :3. Metal and games .. I'd totally do me :3 -kidding-

I went to sleep today at 4 am. And dear brother woke me up at a little after 8. So yes I am fresh as a daisy. Although I did dream Doll-chan again. I just had to mention that. If you didn't know about me, when I sleep such few hours I tend to make bad jokes about my personal self.

I also wanted to share some youtube videos, but fuck it ...theme for another blog post.
And yes I am lol-ing right now at my humorless humor, because everything is funny...

Me and my brother are metal-ing out. Oh yeah, I just made that up because I'm a fucking metal pygmy.

It all started out when he was listening to My Dying Bride's Bring Me Victory. It's my favorite song from their latest album and apparently it's his' too. And we started sharing thoughts about music and metal nowadays. It so happened that he didn't listen to, he didn't even know about, Burzum's Belus. It's not a wow-album but it's a good listen. We also had our mouths wide open at Moonspell's new homepage. It is pretty :3.

Then we moved to more national bands, such as Negură Bunget and their latest effort, Vîrstele Pămîntului [which from a grammar point of view, it's miss-spelled, but I'm bored and get stuck on tiny details ...], which is a rather too folk sound. One can just dance traditional romanian dances on this. Two former members of Negură Bunget formed a new band, entitled Dordeduh which has a similar sound to the album OM. Now that is some awesome shit.

And then we started lol-ing at "metal" videos and bands. Such as Paradise Lost's video Faith something us something something something us. The best comment to that was "Man, she really hates haircuts.", it got 22 thumbs up. And if anyone is bored enough like me and my sibling to watch the video, you'll understand haha.
Or perhaps Haggard's Hijo de la luna cover. It's wrong. Just wrong.

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ooooooh I just wonder how many care what I just wrote about =)).

Wiiii, a week since my last update. I got sick pretty bad and I stayed in beddie, self-medicating myself with tea and chocolate. I even went to the uni and my classmates told me to go home and get well because I looked like a zombie. That's usually how I look, but they said I looked even worse.
Yesterday was also Labor Day. My first Labor Day that I wasn't home, or with some friends for that matter. I celebrated it with my brother, indoors, with Chinese food, chocolate and Coke [well Pepsi for him]. Yaaay, the two black sheeps of the family haha. Well I think he's single now, we're actually a bit embarrassed to ask him if he's single now or not. Yes, it was the two of us and a whole lot of super bad movies.
And I kind of promised myself that I will start working on one of my Deutsch projects, but irresponsible people are prone to making bad calls.

Maybe I will have a struck of boredom today and start it ...yeah right x_x

Dear diary, mood apathetic.
Naaaah I'm just kidding. I'm just really really tired. I woke up at 6 today and I fell asleep at around 3. So you can figure out how perky I am at the moment haha.
Today I went to a japanese festival, organized by Adina and her classmates. The idea of the festival was amazing, and all biases aside, her part was awesome. Furoshiki, the art of gift-wrapping. She and her friend made it all look so ... [I'm trying really hard to find the right word] ... simple and elegant. Maybe I should have stayed a little longer around there, but then again, I went there alone and it gets boring.
And now, I just saw I got a shout on my last.fm from a girl who weekly organizes Otaku Champloo in a club over here in Bucharest. Twist of fate though, she is the girl with whom I go all hentai and banana over the dir en grey livejournal community. What a kitty faggot x).
Speaking of livejournal. Has any of you seen the latest exist trace picture? Omi looks quite too much androgynous and Jyou looks ..I don't even know.

Later me and my siblings are going to have some sort of family reunion. Let's just see how that goes.

We're back x). Some of you should know what I mean. Some of you probably have no idea what I'm talking about. But it's all good. We talked over some chocolate, Coke and asian hotties. Hubba Hubba Hubba xP
I think I wanted to write something more .. but it just slipped my mind so here, have some german:

A long time friend of mine gave birth today. To a girl. I wish I could say "Congratulations" in person, buuuut .. yeah.

I should be doing my homework, but I cannot concentrate ...and it's bad. To be honest, everyday I wake up in a general state of depression ...and it's bad. I don't even know how to write this to make it sound less pathetic than it is. Maybe it's not as pathetic as I say it is. I just don't know anymore, it's all messed up.
I just need a hug and a lie that it doesn't rain everyday. But all I have are two of my brothers and a friend of theirs drinking silly. I suppose alcohol will do

fade out again

I didn't go to the uni today. I decided to stay home and do my essay on 'Mrs. Dalloway'. I have to turn it in on Friday, and all my vacation I did nothing and now I'm fretting over the fact that I'll be pretty much fucked. I've been at it for about 5 hours now and I barely wrote one page out of the four mandatory ones. I decided to write about the despair and horror in the book, but I didn't like the book and I'm trying to be as objective as possible and I'm just wanking my brain.
Maybe I should take a little walk and clear my head. The trees leafed out and the apricot trees' flowers bloomed ..yeah I think I'm going to head out a bit ..and then return to my horror.

Today at the uni it was just me and Claudia. Not even our professors came. So we went to the Red Dragon, the romanian version of China Town. Supposedly :3. It was pretty cool, we talked a lot about our metal-ness during school and high-school. She surprised me though, when she told me that she traded her Anathema t-shirt for a pretty old CoF t-shirt with a complete stranger, in the school yard.
Ja, and afterward I went with her to buy a telescope. Telescopes are really fascinating. The salesman was such a nice person, he sat there and explained us all about telescopes. Then he let us look through some. It was pretty cool.

And this would be about it. My brother is getting me the game Sanitarium. You have to play this game to understand how awesome it is. The borderline imagination-fantasy-horror is barely existent, the storyline is beautifully told through flashbacks and insanity. Oh ja *__*

@Vanina: te-ai mai uitat pana la urma la "Day Watch"? x)

I'm back to being an honorable student. I had a test today, which counts for the final exam. My knowledge for this class counts for shit because trying to figure out what our professor wants from us is like trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum [I love this analogy .. just so you know .. I'm gonna use it whenever possible .. because I'm a kitty faggot].
Now let me share with you a fucking funny story, which will turn out humorlessly because I just cannot make jokes or tell funny stories. Just a warning x)
My brother somehow managed to burn out the general fuse in our apartment. So he went to the fuse box and started changing fuses and burning his fingers but details. Then mom called him and asked him about his day. To which my brother nonchallantly replied that he stole someone's fuse to replace it with our burnt one. He said that he'd better have an old lady crying over the fact that she cannot blow dry her pudel than a sister pissing her eyes. I have ... such a caring brother :3. Tooth-rooting sweet haha.

Not such a bad first day, ne?
@Kawn: Shit. Double shit. I knew I forgot to do something when I was home. The hand-writting meme. I'm soooooorry :C. I really didn't mean to.

It's been a while since I entered my easter vacation ..and I didn't show up on msn at all. Everytime I enter any vacation I spend my days out with the friends that happen to be here as well or reading books. For example, I read through Kurt Cobain's diary [I felt guilty reading through it], I finished Ada or Ardour, began reading Irvine Welsh's If You Liked School, You'll Love Work... [pornographic as ever] and I'm still not reading Mrs Dalloway. I borrowed it but so far it does nothing but collect dust.

Monday I have to go back. And I'm suffering from spring asthenia. Let's call it spring asthenia, because depression is way too clinical and medical. It also sounds prettier =)). Fret not, youtube comes and saves the day. My youtube recommendations are simply .. fascinating.

deep down, you all like to shake your tushie to this song

I'm detoxing at the moment with tea. Today I drank quite a lot, being a celebration and all that. Not that I actually celebrate it but it's an awesome reason to drink. On a second hand, I don't need a reason to drink either. I've also been voted as the greatest alcoholic in the family HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I was also a little bit tipsy when I met Vanina. I don't know if she could tell or not ..she didn't point it out anyway.
But here's another tag, with the theme of firsts.

first word: I suppose it was "mom". Funny though, my mom can't remember it either.
first day of school: I didn't want to go. But I got a flower on that day.
first kiss: there was too much alcohol to remember.
first band you really liked: enigma, I believe.
first CD: a Jaaportit CD hihi :3.
first day of high school: people laughing at my name. I have a rather funny family name xP.
first word your best friend said: is this your money?
first day of uni: two girls blinking at me rather than answering my question.
first failed exam: English civilization x).
first day of work: I was eating more than selling stuff.
first blog post: April 2008. I deleted that blog though. I permanently deleted my blogs.

Nobody is online again, so I'm going to watch Night Watch and Day Watch. There's a movie with Konstantin Khabensky on the tv so that's mainly the reason ..irrelevant ..so I'm gonna head off now.
But oh, here's a little vid Claudia gave me. Balloooooooons~

I have internet. Finally. And I went online and nobody was there. But that is typical for me.
So I spent my nights over here watching VH1. Especially VH1 Rocks. Some bands that I haven't listened to for a loooooong time completely changed their style. And in my humble opinion, they sucketh. Like Alice in Chains, for example. That is just so wrong. I wonder who would pay to see them live.
Oh yeah, they're coming to Romania at some shitty music festival. Rammstein are also attending this festival, festival which I think will be canceled due to the ticket's super high prices. You have to be completely mental to see some washout bands for that price.

Tomorrow I'm baking and making house made chocolate. Sweet.
Also, I'm finally meeting Vanina. And maybe I'm gonna show her my family's famous recipe for apple cake :3.

Oh, as a closing note.This is the picture I got from Google Earth. It's exactly what one could see from my south window [I have this super apartment that is situated on the south, east and north side of the building -bragging-] => http://img708.imageshack.us/img708/9035/strw.png

Tomorrow I'm going homee .. Tomorrow I'm going homee .. Tomorrow I'm going homee -sing songs-
It' been a while and I can't wait to go back.Unfortunately for me, apparently it's raining in my hometown and it's going to rain some more. Over here in Bucharest is warmer but alas.
So to make this blog more interesting .. my sister and her bf moved to another place, with another couple. Said couple who has an adorable kitty faggot. So now my sis' life is complete haha.
Flavia broke up with Kyohei, aka the hot japanese dude attending our uni who turned out to be the best of assholes. True, she broke up with him a while ago and most of you have no idea who I am talking about but this is just fillers for this blog post.
I keep watching Diru's latest, Hageshisa to kono mune no naka de karamitsuita shakunetsu no yami. I probably wrote the title wrong but I am like "yay Shinya's back oh wait it's gooey and nasty, still like it though I must be mental".
My brother's relationship with his gf is pretty awkward nowadays .. Okay so this is really nonsense of me to write.

I'm looking at the stuff that needs to be packed ..before I used to pack all the useless shit ..now I am going to pack just two spare t-shirts, a blouse and two spare pairs of jeans.

And I'm hxc starving again. But bless me I still have a bottle of Coke in the fridge. I'm really mental, aren't I?
But ah, I'm going to leave you with:



So tschüß und aufwiedersehen, I'm going to watch 28 days later and 28 weeks later.
buh bye~

So me and my brother ordered food again. When we both should keep off. Out of principle and money. But given the fact that we're both starving and I didn't buy any sweets today even though I promised myself, it shouldn't hurt to indulge ourselves in this guilty pleasure. And since yesterday we've been re-watching "House" :3
Oh yeah, I bumped my head again. I wonder, how brain-damaged I am after all these bumps. Probably why I am so random in my blogposts.
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ...