moved to http://everything-invaded.blogspot.com/

2010-06-15T00:30:00.001+03:00

I accidentally changed my blog layout. Then I spent an hour trying to make the best out of that layout ... when I found this template that looked pretty awesome and which showed the whole iPod, not just half of it. And while editing that layout I found the old templates. And I changed it back.
And I just realized I somehow managed to make the posting date and time disappear, no matter how much I tick the little box saying "APPEAR".

How much do I rule?
Scheiße, I think this blog is heading deletion again .. just because it pissed me off.

2010-06-14T18:40:00.000+03:00

I'm home. Finished unpacking quite fast. Well not like I had too much stuff to begin with since most of my clothes are black. Yep, I definitely need to get myself some 'colored' clothes. Bucharest is such a big big place [and with many many shops], yet I never seem to find clothes that I like.

But who cares about that. I'm home and mom is already stuffing me with sweets.
For now I shall go do the hand-writing meme Kawn tagged me at a long time ago. I must say before-hand that I probably have the ugliest hand-writing ever :3.

Also, Outsider. Because I like, I like.

2010-06-13T20:09:00.001+03:00

My brother gets more and more amusing. Last night a moth flew into our home and decided to follow my brother in the shower. He called for me to help him shoo it away. Yes, he went there =)). No, I didn't manage to shoo it away. Today ... he finally manned up to shoo it away ... and succeeded :3.

I know, I'm humorless :>
Scheiße, I need to start packing...

2010-06-12T23:46:00.001+03:00

So me and my sister finished our work for her thesis. And to celebrate that we went to the movies x). Oh yeeeh boys and girls, we went to the mall. Well, one of the numerous malls in Bucharest. We felt totally out of place, but we went to see a movie in the first place. And we saw Prince of Persia: Sands of Time and I must say that it wasn't the greatest I've seen but it didn't make me regret spending money on it either.
Afterward I wanted to go see Adina, but first I had to bring something for my brother ... and at home I wanted to lay down for 5 minutes ... which turned into 3 hours. And then I felt too ashamed to call her. I never knew I failed so much x_x

2010-06-10T00:12:00.001+03:00

So it's official over here .. WOO HOOO ..

HAPPY BERFDAY DEAREST BUTTERCUUUUUUUUUUP!! Please tell me that I'm the first to wish you a happy one *battles eyelashes* And as you can also see, I have this Die-avatar hehe. Because Buttercup is a total Die-whore, so it was mandatory. Yes. *boogies*

What would really sucketh for me right now is to get the wrong date. But as I recall it was the 10th of June. Was it the 10th of June? I'm seriously beginning to doubt myself.

2010-06-02T05:16:00.001+03:00

Yay it's past 5 in the morning, I haven't gone to bed because I am finishing up my Glossar and I am listening to Lady & Bird. And I am currently distracted by how nicely it starts to lighten up outside. Thought I think it's going to rain again.

Iup ... my brain hurts.

2010-05-29T12:10:00.002+03:00

Oooooooh I'm riding my deutches Glossar hard. And yes I took a break from working on it just to write this. I am quite proud of my determination on working on that bloody thing, but I actually don't realize that I should be panicking and shitting my pants silly. After I will present this Glossar, it will be like catharsis. Nope wait, I'm wrong .. the day after the presentation I have another exam.
Damn. I fail. And what I really want to do right now is fuck everything and watch Pickle Six -awesome-

2010-05-26T10:16:00.001+03:00

I always update my blog when I have an exam the next day. Okay so I don't, that's a lie. So up to day I had 6 out 11 exams. I had to mention that to make you people feel sorry for me and make up for my complete lack of presence on msn -battles eyelashes-

On another note, Dir en grey's Uroboros -with the Proof in the Name of Living- DVD is out. I was waiting for this day for a looooong time. Unfortunately I am going to have to wait a little longer until someone is kind enough to rip the DVD. And yes I am talking very illegalish but I am a poor student. And I emphasize on poor. ~~I have a feeling I'll go emo over it once I see it, Adina stie de ce~~ haha :3.
Speaking of her, I know she has a twitter account, because she spilled the beans. But I didn't know her address [because she has an incriminatory picture of me in KFC -le gasp- after I swore off junk food], so I googled her. Then I googled me, and you get a facebook page that's not even mine =)). It seems I don't exist on the internet.

I'm going to head off now and eat some oddly chinese food ..and motivate myself to start learning for my exam tomorrow.
Bai~

2010-05-19T21:37:00.001+03:00

I have another exam tomorrow and I'm getting myself a movie instead of learning. I'm pretty bummed because I kind of failed the exam from yesterday ... it will be a miracle if I pass it. And I'm not saying this because I'm fishing for reassurance of the naaaaw-you're-just-saying-this-I'm-sure-you-did-great sort. I am fully aware of my abilities and inabilities Every time I said that I am pretty much sure that I will fail ... in the end I failed.
And about the prior post. I was extremely pissed off. I mentioned that I was waiting for Claudia to start on our project. She didn't show up because she was busy doing shit. In the end the presentation didn't turn out the way she wanted to but what did she expect? I know that I am irresponsible, but hello there is someone even worse than me. So yes, I was disappointed in her.

2010-05-15T14:08:00.001+03:00

Ja, ich bin enttäuscht. Wenn ich gewusst hätte, dass du beschäftigt warst Scheiße zu tun … Gut, vielen Dank. Verpiss dich.
Was kann ich jetzt tue?
-sigh-

2010-05-15T11:28:00.000+03:00

I'm waiting for Claudia to show up so we can start on a project for Deutsche Literatur und Kultur. It's haunting me because I woke up at 8 and had a rather restless sleep. Buuuut you don't really need to know that.
So I thought I could update around here, stalk a few people and .. no I think that's it.

Yesterday I had two exams, so 8 more to go. No my math isn't failing me, I know I said I have 11 exams and that I took 2 exams prior to yesterday but one of those exams got postponed to yesterday. Is anyone really paying that much attention to my blogs?
What can I say about these exams? Some are nerve-wrecking, some professors bite our tushes, some are silly ...
But naaah, because it became somewhat of a habit to share music, here's the video for Rammstein's Ich tu dir weh. They're coming in Romania, if I haven't mentioned it before. And even if I mentioned it before, I'm gonna say it again and again because it pisses me off. They're finally coming over here and the tickets are bloody expensive.

ah yes, the sound is a bit off but otherwise it would have been removed from youtube, but it's a good song in general.

2010-05-11T14:36:00.001+03:00

First exam down, ten more to go. I kid you not, this semester I have 11 exams. Oooooh I so rule.
Anyway, I came for a quickie back home. And by quickie I mean quick shower [it's so hot outside] and a quick bite. And by quick bite I actually mean pizza. It's the easiest for me to make, even though it actually takes time and I was starving. I just cannot get tired of pizza. Or noodles.
Wish I could stay longer and blog useless shit but I have to whoosh back to the uni. Tomorrow another exam ... :C

2010-05-10T16:31:00.000+03:00

I have my first exam tomorrow. I'm still in denial apparently.
A classmate called me and we took a walk in the park. The thing is, I didn't like at all this classmate in our first year. I don't know why though ... hmmmz.

But yeah right. Tomorrow. Exam. Fuck.

2010-05-10T10:21:00.001+03:00

I really want to shove a pole up my classmate's behinds. They're not only dumb and immature, but they're also fucking assholes. We have an oral exam on Wednesday and in order to not have a chaotic exam, we each signed ourselves on a list with the hour when we should enter. I got erased from the list and someone else signed herself in my time slot >_<. Oh mind you, I weren't the only one. This has been going for a week and many argues rose but I suppose assholes will remain assholes. I keep telling myself they're not worth getting all pissy about, but fucking hell ... bloody bastards.

On a lighter note, the latest Despa song. I find myself oddly liking it, even though .. well take a listen and and you'll understand.

2010-05-08T01:53:00.001+03:00

Wooo I can't sleep again. Bollocks.
So I'm watching the old Psycho on tv. Funny that one week prior the remake was aired. I never fully understood this movie, but on the other hand ..it reminded me of a parody entitled The Silence of the I-forgot-the-rest-of-the-title. Back then when I saw the latter movie, I found it extremely funny.
Ja, I'm pretty brain-dead and brain-fucked or whatever else you can add to brain and result in a noun phrase of that sort ... I'm talking bullshit now.
Now I'm hoping to wake up late in the morning and couch-potato myself through the day. Like I'm not lazy enough =)).

2010-05-04T20:15:00.001+03:00

Last night, well technically early this morning, I had yet another sleepless night. People recommended me to drink warm milk. But for that I'd need a proper fridge. Well speaking of fridges, my brother finally talked with the owner of the apartment about it. Hopefully we'll have it fixed/replaced in this week's time.
Today at the uni, specifically at the English Civilization seminar, we talked about the book, and respectively the movie, 1984. I liked that book. I liked it quite much. But my classmates yet again set out on a quest to give a fine representation of their stupidity. Besides their lack of knowledge in the English language, they weren't even able to share their thoughts on the book. And I was hoping we could have intelligent debates on the book's themes. Apparently impossible with my classmates.

Now I have to return to my homework. I wish it were a codename for "porn" as depicted in my little picture above, but how sad ... it is not -sniff-

2010-05-03T21:43:00.002+03:00

I'm either blogging too much about shit stuff or not blogging at all. And I saw that for a while now, all my blogs had a [let's say] "theme". Be it either metal, movies, japanese stuff or ...what else do I blog about? -ponders-

So I'm going to write today about games, being the nerd that I am. Again, me and my brother have no personal lives so we spent two days watching Starcraft gameplays. In particular, the best Starcraft player's games .. who is, go figure, a Korean by the ID Boxer. I thought I played Starcraft well enough but he just proved me wrong. Well okay I am not a shabby player -battles eyelashes- but I could never manage the units and resources like he does or recover and win a battle that seemed lost.
So yeah, that's what we did. I especially watched him on youtube with Rammstein's latest album playing in the background, which is quite good. I mentioned before, that I am such an almighty metal pygmy. I'd do me :3. Metal and games .. I'd totally do me :3 -kidding-

I went to sleep today at 4 am. And dear brother woke me up at a little after 8. So yes I am fresh as a daisy. Although I did dream Doll-chan again. I just had to mention that. If you didn't know about me, when I sleep such few hours I tend to make bad jokes about my personal self.

I also wanted to share some youtube videos, but fuck it ...theme for another blog post.
And yes I am lol-ing right now at my humorless humor, because everything is funny...

2010-05-02T21:08:00.001+03:00

Me and my brother are metal-ing out. Oh yeah, I just made that up because I'm a fucking metal pygmy.

It all started out when he was listening to My Dying Bride's Bring Me Victory. It's my favorite song from their latest album and apparently it's his' too. And we started sharing thoughts about music and metal nowadays. It so happened that he didn't listen to, he didn't even know about, Burzum's Belus. It's not a wow-album but it's a good listen. We also had our mouths wide open at Moonspell's new homepage. It is pretty :3.

Then we moved to more national bands, such as Negură Bunget and their latest effort, Vîrstele Pămîntului [which from a grammar point of view, it's miss-spelled, but I'm bored and get stuck on tiny details ...], which is a rather too folk sound. One can just dance traditional romanian dances on this. Two former members of Negură Bunget formed a new band, entitled Dordeduh which has a similar sound to the album OM. Now that is some awesome shit.

And then we started lol-ing at "metal" videos and bands. Such as Paradise Lost's video Faith something us something something something us. The best comment to that was "Man, she really hates haircuts.", it got 22 thumbs up. And if anyone is bored enough like me and my sibling to watch the video, you'll understand haha.
Or perhaps Haggard's Hijo de la luna cover. It's wrong. Just wrong.

~ \ ( ^ o ^ ) / ~

ooooooh I just wonder how many care what I just wrote about =)).

2010-05-02T11:42:00.000+03:00

Wiiii, a week since my last update. I got sick pretty bad and I stayed in beddie, self-medicating myself with tea and chocolate. I even went to the uni and my classmates told me to go home and get well because I looked like a zombie. That's usually how I look, but they said I looked even worse.
Yesterday was also Labor Day. My first Labor Day that I wasn't home, or with some friends for that matter. I celebrated it with my brother, indoors, with Chinese food, chocolate and Coke [well Pepsi for him]. Yaaay, the two black sheeps of the family haha. Well I think he's single now, we're actually a bit embarrassed to ask him if he's single now or not. Yes, it was the two of us and a whole lot of super bad movies.
And I kind of promised myself that I will start working on one of my Deutsch projects, but irresponsible people are prone to making bad calls.

Maybe I will have a struck of boredom today and start it ...yeah right x_x

2010-04-25T16:05:00.001+03:00

Dear diary, mood apathetic.
Naaaah I'm just kidding. I'm just really really tired. I woke up at 6 today and I fell asleep at around 3. So you can figure out how perky I am at the moment haha.
Today I went to a japanese festival, organized by Adina and her classmates. The idea of the festival was amazing, and all biases aside, her part was awesome. Furoshiki, the art of gift-wrapping. She and her friend made it all look so ... [I'm trying really hard to find the right word] ... simple and elegant. Maybe I should have stayed a little longer around there, but then again, I went there alone and it gets boring.
And now, I just saw I got a shout on my last.fm from a girl who weekly organizes Otaku Champloo in a club over here in Bucharest. Twist of fate though, she is the girl with whom I go all hentai and banana over the dir en grey livejournal community. What a kitty faggot x).
Speaking of livejournal. Has any of you seen the latest exist trace picture? Omi looks quite too much androgynous and Jyou looks ..I don't even know.

Later me and my siblings are going to have some sort of family reunion. Let's just see how that goes.

2010-04-22T23:09:00.001+03:00

We're back x). Some of you should know what I mean. Some of you probably have no idea what I'm talking about. But it's all good. We talked over some chocolate, Coke and asian hotties. Hubba Hubba Hubba xP
I think I wanted to write something more .. but it just slipped my mind so here, have some german:

2010-04-20T23:10:00.005+03:00

A long time friend of mine gave birth today. To a girl. I wish I could say "Congratulations" in person, buuuut .. yeah.

I should be doing my homework, but I cannot concentrate ...and it's bad. To be honest, everyday I wake up in a general state of depression ...and it's bad. I don't even know how to write this to make it sound less pathetic than it is. Maybe it's not as pathetic as I say it is. I just don't know anymore, it's all messed up.
I just need a hug and a lie that it doesn't rain everyday. But all I have are two of my brothers and a friend of theirs drinking silly. I suppose alcohol will do

fade out again

2010-04-14T16:04:00.002+03:00

I didn't go to the uni today. I decided to stay home and do my essay on 'Mrs. Dalloway'. I have to turn it in on Friday, and all my vacation I did nothing and now I'm fretting over the fact that I'll be pretty much fucked. I've been at it for about 5 hours now and I barely wrote one page out of the four mandatory ones. I decided to write about the despair and horror in the book, but I didn't like the book and I'm trying to be as objective as possible and I'm just wanking my brain.
Maybe I should take a little walk and clear my head. The trees leafed out and the apricot trees' flowers bloomed ..yeah I think I'm going to head out a bit ..and then return to my horror.

2010-04-13T21:39:00.001+03:00

Today at the uni it was just me and Claudia. Not even our professors came. So we went to the Red Dragon, the romanian version of China Town. Supposedly :3. It was pretty cool, we talked a lot about our metal-ness during school and high-school. She surprised me though, when she told me that she traded her Anathema t-shirt for a pretty old CoF t-shirt with a complete stranger, in the school yard.
Ja, and afterward I went with her to buy a telescope. Telescopes are really fascinating. The salesman was such a nice person, he sat there and explained us all about telescopes. Then he let us look through some. It was pretty cool.

And this would be about it. My brother is getting me the game Sanitarium. You have to play this game to understand how awesome it is. The borderline imagination-fantasy-horror is barely existent, the storyline is beautifully told through flashbacks and insanity. Oh ja *__*

@Vanina: te-ai mai uitat pana la urma la "Day Watch"? x)

2010-04-12T20:03:00.000+03:00

I'm back to being an honorable student. I had a test today, which counts for the final exam. My knowledge for this class counts for shit because trying to figure out what our professor wants from us is like trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum [I love this analogy .. just so you know .. I'm gonna use it whenever possible .. because I'm a kitty faggot].
Now let me share with you a fucking funny story, which will turn out humorlessly because I just cannot make jokes or tell funny stories. Just a warning x)
My brother somehow managed to burn out the general fuse in our apartment. So he went to the fuse box and started changing fuses and burning his fingers but details. Then mom called him and asked him about his day. To which my brother nonchallantly replied that he stole someone's fuse to replace it with our burnt one. He said that he'd better have an old lady crying over the fact that she cannot blow dry her pudel than a sister pissing her eyes. I have ... such a caring brother :3. Tooth-rooting sweet haha.

Not such a bad first day, ne?
@Kawn: Shit. Double shit. I knew I forgot to do something when I was home. The hand-writting meme. I'm soooooorry :C. I really didn't mean to.

2010-04-10T00:34:00.006+03:00

It's been a while since I entered my easter vacation ..and I didn't show up on msn at all. Everytime I enter any vacation I spend my days out with the friends that happen to be here as well or reading books. For example, I read through Kurt Cobain's diary [I felt guilty reading through it], I finished Ada or Ardour, began reading Irvine Welsh's If You Liked School, You'll Love Work... [pornographic as ever] and I'm still not reading Mrs Dalloway. I borrowed it but so far it does nothing but collect dust.

Monday I have to go back. And I'm suffering from spring asthenia. Let's call it spring asthenia, because depression is way too clinical and medical. It also sounds prettier =)). Fret not, youtube comes and saves the day. My youtube recommendations are simply .. fascinating.

deep down, you all like to shake your tushie to this song

2010-04-04T22:10:00.000+03:00

I'm detoxing at the moment with tea. Today I drank quite a lot, being a celebration and all that. Not that I actually celebrate it but it's an awesome reason to drink. On a second hand, I don't need a reason to drink either. I've also been voted as the greatest alcoholic in the family HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I was also a little bit tipsy when I met Vanina. I don't know if she could tell or not ..she didn't point it out anyway.
But here's another tag, with the theme of firsts.

first word: I suppose it was "mom". Funny though, my mom can't remember it either.
first day of school: I didn't want to go. But I got a flower on that day.
first kiss: there was too much alcohol to remember.
first band you really liked: enigma, I believe.
first CD: a Jaaportit CD hihi :3.
first day of high school: people laughing at my name. I have a rather funny family name xP.
first word your best friend said: is this your money?
first day of uni: two girls blinking at me rather than answering my question.
first failed exam: English civilization x).
first day of work: I was eating more than selling stuff.
first blog post: April 2008. I deleted that blog though. I permanently deleted my blogs.

Nobody is online again, so I'm going to watch Night Watch and Day Watch. There's a movie with Konstantin Khabensky on the tv so that's mainly the reason ..irrelevant ..so I'm gonna head off now.
But oh, here's a little vid Claudia gave me. Balloooooooons~

2010-04-02T23:54:00.000+03:00

I have internet. Finally. And I went online and nobody was there. But that is typical for me.
So I spent my nights over here watching VH1. Especially VH1 Rocks. Some bands that I haven't listened to for a loooooong time completely changed their style. And in my humble opinion, they sucketh. Like Alice in Chains, for example. That is just so wrong. I wonder who would pay to see them live.
Oh yeah, they're coming to Romania at some shitty music festival. Rammstein are also attending this festival, festival which I think will be canceled due to the ticket's super high prices. You have to be completely mental to see some washout bands for that price.

Tomorrow I'm baking and making house made chocolate. Sweet.
Also, I'm finally meeting Vanina. And maybe I'm gonna show her my family's famous recipe for apple cake :3.

Oh, as a closing note.This is the picture I got from Google Earth. It's exactly what one could see from my south window [I have this super apartment that is situated on the south, east and north side of the building -bragging-] => http://img708.imageshack.us/img708/9035/strw.png

2010-03-30T19:08:00.002+03:00

Tomorrow I'm going homee .. Tomorrow I'm going homee .. Tomorrow I'm going homee -sing songs-
It' been a while and I can't wait to go back.Unfortunately for me, apparently it's raining in my hometown and it's going to rain some more. Over here in Bucharest is warmer but alas.
So to make this blog more interesting .. my sister and her bf moved to another place, with another couple. Said couple who has an adorable kitty faggot. So now my sis' life is complete haha.
Flavia broke up with Kyohei, aka the hot japanese dude attending our uni who turned out to be the best of assholes. True, she broke up with him a while ago and most of you have no idea who I am talking about but this is just fillers for this blog post.
I keep watching Diru's latest, Hageshisa to kono mune no naka de karamitsuita shakunetsu no yami. I probably wrote the title wrong but I am like "yay Shinya's back oh wait it's gooey and nasty, still like it though I must be mental".
My brother's relationship with his gf is pretty awkward nowadays .. Okay so this is really nonsense of me to write.

I'm looking at the stuff that needs to be packed ..before I used to pack all the useless shit ..now I am going to pack just two spare t-shirts, a blouse and two spare pairs of jeans.

And I'm hxc starving again. But bless me I still have a bottle of Coke in the fridge. I'm really mental, aren't I?
But ah, I'm going to leave you with:

So tschüß und aufwiedersehen, I'm going to watch 28 days later and 28 weeks later.
buh bye~

2010-03-27T20:43:00.000+02:00

So me and my brother ordered food again. When we both should keep off. Out of principle and money. But given the fact that we're both starving and I didn't buy any sweets today even though I promised myself, it shouldn't hurt to indulge ourselves in this guilty pleasure. And since yesterday we've been re-watching "House" :3
Oh yeah, I bumped my head again. I wonder, how brain-damaged I am after all these bumps. Probably why I am so random in my blogposts.
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ...

2010-03-26T22:46:00.000+02:00

So yeah ... I should update this bloggie. About the uni, I have one presentation in Deutsch, to write another Glossar and to write a 4 pages essay about a book that I disliked very very mucho. But next week we get our spring vacation so weeeeee fuck it all :3.
So today I met with Vanina, her bf and one of her friends. If Mohamad cannot go to the mountain, bring the mountain to Mohamad. People don't really get this analogy, right? Guess it's an inside joke. Although I don't believe Vanina understands it either. So this could be an inside joke between me and ... me :|
And just now me and my brother were sharing our "Bucharest happenings". From the subway to buses and malls. Of course, this may seem sense-less .. but really .. you have to be romanian and live in Bucharest to understand how hilarious all this is. This is rather funny actually x).

Well ..guess this is it. Have to stalk people now xP

2010-03-21T23:21:00.001+02:00

So weeee I finally did this. I believe I told you that I got tagged by Raluca.

01. Shit happens.
02. Smile, tomorrow will be worse.
03. Je m'en fische. [does this count?]
04. A pessimist is nothing more than a well-informed optimist.
05. "Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months."
06. "The aim of life is self-development. To realize one's nature perfectly - that is what each of us is here for."
07. Wisdom comes with winters.
08. Experience is the name people give to mistakes.
09. People who make you cry don't deserve you, and people who deserve you won't make you cry.
10. Life is rather like a tin of sardines ... we're all of us looking for a key.
11. And this is specially from me to you: NEVER GET YOUR EARS PIERCED BY YOUR MOM, AT HOME, WITH A NEEDLE.

Other than that, I watched the second season of Darker than Black entitled Ryūsei no Gemini. It's ...not what I expected. Rumor has it that there won't be a third season to it. Which is a shame since the second season didn't live up to the first one.
Oh btw, me and my brother improved. We're not sitting each in our rooms with our laptops anymore ..we're now sitting in my room [which is the living room really], each with our laptops haha. Guess it's due to the fact that I have the tv x)

2010-03-18T21:12:00.000+02:00

I. HATE. GERMAN. I wish I could convince myself of that. What I really hate is my inability of 'making a statement'. I always make the perfect translation or solve the exercises correctly ..when others are supposed to. Whenever I have to speak I stutter, speak in an incoherent accent, make mistakes or all of the above.
And I did yet another silly thing. I stayed up until 3 am to finish my English homework ..I woke up at 7 but I decided to not go at English. Reeeeeeeetaaaaaaaaaard. On the other hand it's awesome that I can still amaze myself by my own 'tardness.

2010-03-17T23:55:00.001+02:00

It's raining on my paradeee ooh uhooo~ .. I actually don't know the lyrics of the song. At the moment I don't even remember how it went.
Tonight me and my siblings had a family reunion and yes I am stalling time as usual. I should do my English homework [which is a lot btw]. I also got tagged by Raluca again. And fret not, I shall do it. It's this wonderful meme about the 10 principles/motto that rule your life. And I'm stuck at one HAHAHAHA -lame-

So I was talking with an old friend of mine and we suddenly remembered of the famous 'what what in the butt' song. And I'm going to share it with you. Because it is THAT awesome. There is nothing more gay than this.

I now shall be really going and finish my homework. So sad :C

2010-03-17T01:42:00.001+02:00

Mhmm .. I have to get up for the uni in about 5 hours and I decided to blog. I entered my 5th week in Bucharest and I haven't been home yet. I think I will go back home barely on Easter. Other than that, 3 light bulbs exploded in my apartment and my fridge broke down too. Adding to my other misfortunes, I feel like Lemony Snickets. Except that my unfortunate events aren't as funny.

On the other hand, yesterday [technically speaking] I went grocery-shopping with my uni friend. It was our first haha. This sounds like it leads to something more. It is peculiar though since one day during class she almost stripped me to see if I wear a bra or a sport top. Naaaah :-j.

Also, I saw Ninja Assassin suckerz. I have never seen more blood and guts, it could easily compete with a gore movie :3. Okay not really since gore movies don't have much of a plot, yet Ninja Assassin has one, albeit a not so creative one.

Vanina stopped blogging. Of course you couldn't know that since she made her blog private but I'm posting her name here in the case she will be motivated and start blogging again.

And I finally appeared on msn. A miracle has happened. I talked with Dolores, and she's the same crazy lolly-dolly I knew [my promise is still available, doll-chan ..and if you don't know what the heck I am talking about then it sucks for me x)]. Now, I need to get online on both msn and yahoo more often. To keep in touch with all the other people.

x)~

2010-03-13T01:36:00.002+02:00

They're playing Hard Candy on the tv .__. It's one of those movies I can watch no matter how many times. It's closing to 2 am. I think I made myself black tea instead of a regular one. And I'm completely starving and there's no one on msn ... Then again, you people have personal lives.
I'm dead tired and yet I get bored rather than falling asleep. Damn the black tea.

Hihi I thought it would be awesome of me to blog just about this :3. When boredom strikes ... BLOG! iei :3

2010-03-11T23:21:00.002+02:00

Have I mentioned that I promised that this semester I will attend all curses? After all I am paying a rather obscene amount of money which should provide me with some top-knotch studying and fucking hell I want to make the best of it. So far I am not doing the best of jobs. Well okay let's see this through a more optimistic lens. So far I am not doing the worst of jobs. I mean .. I have perfect attendance at Deutsch so far and that is admirable since half of the teachers are not my cup of tea -battles eyelashes-. And I also have perfect attendance at English which is even more remarkable considering my group mates' growing inability at speaking English and more recently ..Romanian also. Aber verpiss euch alles!
Alas, it's March and over here it's snowing. Unfuckingbelievable cold. Which makes up as my reason for staying indoors and not go to the uni x).

I was watching Boondock Saints II: All Saints Day and I thought that I should update teh bloggie. Boys with toys. Although the boys are some Irish Jesus-freaks who kill gangsters left and right, some by getting in the line of fire and some by actually being aimed at, interpreted by some not so Irish guys who do a pretty good job nevertheless.
I should go online on msn or yahoo instead, right?

@Kawn: ooooh Alice is a really awesome movie. Although I felt that the main actress didn't really live up to the movie but meeeeeh :3.
@Vanishi: wii mergem mergem. Este un film pe care l-as revedea de cate ori se poate. Si de cate ori ma poate tine buzunarul. Dar fac si foamea pentru filmul ala. Oh yeeeh

2010-03-10T22:33:00.001+02:00

So I couldn't help myself and I saw Alice in Wonderland 3D today. I must say, it's quite an experience. I could say more but I just can't seem to find the proper words to do so.
But yes, that means that me, sis and her friends were at one of Bucharest's numerous malls. Feeling like a misfit but what the fuck I am going to watch a Tim Burton movie so to hell with everything. This was the mood I was in. Still am. Makes me feel fuzzy and warm inside ( ^ w ^ )
And I started listening to Dimmu Borgir, because it reminds me of me back in those days hah. Peculiar ... right?

I am stalling time writing this. Because I have to do my homework. It's 25 past 10 and I didn't even start one ... ihr könnt mich mal -.-

2010-03-08T17:26:00.002+02:00

So I got tagged by Nicoleta. And I finally managed to get my procrastinating butt to write it. I remember that I saw this on Adelina's [Vani's friend] blog as well and thought that maybe I should do it too. I had a tough time deciding what band to choose in the first place. Currently I am still deciding between Moonspell and Akira Yamaoka. I guess Moonspell it shall be.
So, my life according to Moonspell.

pick your artist: Moonspell.
are you a male or female: Alma Mater.
describe yourself: Nocturna.
how do you feel: Can't Bee.
describe where you currently live: From Lowering Skies.
if you could go anywhere, where would you go?: I'll See You In My Dreams.
your favourite form of transportation: Opium [hah xP]
your best friend?: Herr Spiegelmann.
you and your best friend are: Dreamless (Lucifer and Lilith).
what’s the weather like: Made of Storm.
favourite time of day: Night Eternal.
if your life was a tv show what would it be called?: Butterfly FX.
what is life to you: ...of Dreams and Drama.
your relationship: How We Became Fire.
your fear: the Darkening.
what is the best advice you have to give: As We Eternally Sleep on It.
thought for the day: Everything Invaded.
my motto: Memento Mori.

So this is done. Outside is snowing again. Inside is cold as fuck and even with my blanket it's still cold as fuck. I didn't go to the uni today. Nothing interesting to say ..except that Bucharest is depressing. So I'm gonna go munch on some chocolate and ..do something. Noapte buna Bucuresti.

@Nicoleta: got it fixed. Asta este leapsa de la tine. Sorry for the confusion :*

2010-03-03T17:35:00.002+02:00

So how do I start this. My laptop has been broken ever since my last post. Both its main drive and display broke. The guy who fixed it was surprised that two problems occured at the same time. But I'm just special. I finally picked up my laptop today, only to discover that he somehow managed to fuck up my sound drive. My iPod froze on me, which means I have to go have it checked as well. Maybe them too will fix that part and break something else. Like when a water pipe broke in the kitchen, got that fixed and the next thing that happened was that we got a notification to cut our electricity. My life is full of splendors.
Also like how I evolved from creepy dreams to full-time hallucinations. You know ..when you suddenly wake up to see a black hound crawling next to your bed/couch. Or when you see stuff at the corners of your eyes. Mhmmm freaky shit. But lack of sleep does that to a person. Could it also be related to eating? Ever since karma started biting my ass, every time I eat I feel like biting into my own stomach. But I digress ..I think.

Speaking of biting my ass, the uni also does that. I have already 3 projects and one essay to turn in in a few weeks or less. Also I have to do my homework for tomorrow. Tomorrow I also have to turn my laptop back. So that means that yes I will be gone again.

But for now I shall go check my e-mails. If I have any. And I probably won't reply but I should get started on some projects as long as I still have my laptop. Sorry <3

[I sound rather cheery don't I?]

2010-02-17T15:42:00.000+02:00

Let me start this post with my favorite word. FUCK
I really don't recall if I mentioned this or not but starting this semester I have to take my third language. And we, the students, also get the privilege of choosing the teachers we want to study under. Except of course that my section isn't the teachers' cup of tea and so most of them withdrew themselves from our section. And we only have a handful of teachers in the whole section. But here's a fun fact, the teachers are paid double to attend our classes than they are to attend the philology section [if you didn't know, I am part of the Applied Modern Languages section, which is translator and interpreter in one]. And it doesn't just end with the teachers. The secretaries yell at us or throw us out and we have to bring them flowers and chocolates just to tame them a bit. Yet it never happened the same with the philology section. It makes me wonder...
Alas ..here's the biggest shit we received from the university. The philology section has practically all its students under budget. They need to have over 400 credits to be under budget. It doesn't even matter that said students passed all their exams or not. The applied modern languages section has around 10 students under budget, out of over 100. We need to have over 620 credits to be under budget. And it's not even 10 students per language oh dear god no. There are 4 students from French, one from German, one from Russian and some other. And if it happens for one of them to fail an exam, buh bye budget.
And the classes are so tough. Now that the third language will be added, I don't know what to expect from there either.
However, I have no regrets that I'm in this section. Regardless of all that shit. They can just suck my chibi penis.

Now that I am calmer ..I'll go drink my tea. It's called Vanilla Kisses. So sweet, huh?

2010-02-16T21:04:00.000+02:00

So today I got all my results. I passed all my exams, some with even surprising marks. Guess I'm not all that dumb the others peg me to be. And by others I mean my I-lost-my-last-neuron-I-declare-it-dead classmates. A bit of misanthropy with a touch of condescending manner and you get me :3. I'd rather be alone than waste my time. Albeit there are some I get along with.
I had a different idea to follow though. Lars and the real girl is an entertaining, sometimes sad movie to watch. Mostly it left me disappointed at the end of it because it creates an utopic understanding society where everyone has a role in curing the socially inapt person. It's a sweet movie to watch as an alternative to reality.
This is heading towards depression. I ponder on futile meaningless things too much. Bad juju ._.

My classes are so far so good. Some are even non-existent since the teachers decide not to come. Kanji got a blog x), I'll put his link in the sidebar. Now I can stalk him better.

I miss their Blitz era. heh..

2010-02-15T19:44:00.002+02:00

Being in Bucharest with no internet made me watch Hellsing, Wolf's Rain and Welcome to the NHK! all over again. I remembered that the latter was pretty fun to watch, except that it's actually pretty sad. A bit way too melo-dramatic in some parts but alas, never mind that. I should have watched some horror movies instead :3.
さ
び
し
よ。

"Here's a lullaby to close your eyes ... goodbye
It was always you that I despised ... oh well
I don't feel enough for you to cry ... goodbye"

Okay, so it's clear that my mood is going downhill. Ich bin total enttäuscht.
I got my class schedule today. This semester I am learning with two professors that represented a nightmare for me. I also failed the exams for those two. But it wasn't my fault no no. They're definitely out to get me -paranoid-

@ Kanji: Tetsuo is basically a man turning into a machine. His pen0r becomes a drill machine, his fingers shoot lasers and such. I couldn't watch it until the end, regardless of my bad movies addiction. Be serious man ..Okay so you had a blog before. You could make one again. It's not like I have more readers so shush.

2010-02-11T23:30:00.000+02:00

I stole this from Vanina. Doesn't really have a point. Maybe just to see how one thinks. This reminds me, I have yet to do Deann's Random 25 on facebook -_-"

a. art, anime, alcohol.
b. black, book.
c. cat, cherry.
d. dahlia.
e. eclectic.
f. "fuck".
g. game.
h. hands.
i. iPod, Ignatieva.
j. Japanese, jeans.
k. Kato, Kawasaki.
l. lollipops, literature.
m. music, manga, Moskaluk.
n. numb.
o. original.
p. pi, parkour.
q. queer.
r. rabbit.
s. snake.
t. theatre, Towell.
u. utility.
v. vodka, violoncello.
w. words, wine.
x. I pissed my brain silly trying to figure this one out.
y. yamakasi. [Ich bin in love ever since their movie came out *__*]
z. ZZZZzzzzzz.

Guess this is it. Tschüß ~ \ ( ^ o ^ ) / ~

2010-02-11T15:43:00.000+02:00

I finally managed to close the bank account, pay the fees for "losing the ID card in mysterious circumstances" and just today I got my headshot. Just for spoilers, I look like a junkie. I had to look either like a junkie or a homeless. So my goal is achieved anyway.
Otherwise, I'm just couchpotatoing myself through this vacation. And eating sweets. Never forget the sweets. Speaking of sweets, no words needed:

@kawn: O__O is the same with O__O ..I was being sarcastic at my own inability to make a more proper comment. Ah so the Japanese and moi have something in common. Dashing x). I am seriously falling in love with Mally. She's so dorkish. And you're right ..they really seem chibi exist trace. Hehe.
@Kanji: Riiiiiiight ..like my blogging has some sort of existential point to it. You can do it You can do it *cheers*. I really do wonder sometimes what the fuck they are thinking when they make such movies. STAY AWAY FROM TETSUO. Seriously. It's beyond mortal understanding. Flatliners is pretty good. It had an interesting point to it.

2010-02-08T15:28:00.000+02:00

It's a blizzard out there again. So I'm stuck indoors watching movies. Japanese people make the best fucked up movies. Tetsuo I: Iron Man. Tokyo Gore Police. Meatball Machine. Grotesque [which is unrelated to the book Grotesque]. Seriously ..what the flying fuck? They make these great movies, like Dog in a Sidecar or Always: Sunset on Third Street or Crows Zero -wink wink- and then they make wtf movies. It's like, they're equally genius as they are ..disturbed. I think o.o

Alas, I discovered this band through Aya Kato. I mentioned in the prior post that my mind works in mysterious ways. But it doesn't apply in this case -_- .. Aya Kato did a CD cover for them. Heh.

2010-02-08T00:24:00.000+02:00

I'm thinking in such homosexual terms at the moment. It takes Omi smiling, Naoto talking and Mally dorking around. This is what I'm talking about. Okay so their part of the interview starts around 3:00 but it is full of awesomness nevertheless. I bet you dear kawn knew about this already. Maybe I should spend more time checking what else is new with them instead of doing what I usually do. And that is watch a movie, go check wikipedia, find all sorts of interesting stuff [and it goes like the following]:

An American Crime --> Ellen Page --> Hard Candy --> VAST ~ Pretty when you cry --> Don't look now --> Flatliners, which is odd because I just watched Flatliners the other night. I also watched An American Crime and Hard Candy some nights ago.

I work in mysterious ways.

2010-02-07T20:26:00.000+02:00

Today is bullshit. I'm especially bummed about mom spilling my Coke in the sink just a few minutes ago. And my sister siding with her. It's okay for them to have guilty pleasures but not me because Coke is bad for me. Leave my Coke aloneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee -sob sob-
Now I'm sulking and listening to some instrumental work of Dornenreich. Ah whatever, I'm probably talking alien when it comes to bands.
For the moment, I'm waiting for Akumu Tantei 2 to load. It will probably be lame, but I love those kind of movies anyway.

@ Kanji: well not exactly forgetfulness ..but more like ..bad luck? Okay I don't know what to call it but yeeeh you get the point. I am on vacation right until Valentine's Day =)). Yes I know I really fail at keeping updated with the blog T_T. But heeeeey .. what about you? Blog? -battles eyelashes-
@ Kawn: aaaaw -hugs- yeeeh .. From now on I'll try to write more often. It's okay bishie. Sometimes even I don't know what to say, which you probably figured out from my awesome "O___O" or "O___O" or "-nosebleed-" type of comments. =))
@ Vanina: I didn't really wanna fuck you beibi but you're pretty when you cry. Am gresit versurile, nu?

2010-02-06T14:37:00.002+02:00

Hihi no one is reading my blog anymore.
So here is what was on my youtube suggestions. I have to say .. it's rather bad. But I do give them props for their Hard Candy impression. But it's still bad.
Here is "Red Riding Hood meets pedophile" in a more interesting and creepy story.

I'm bored x)

2010-02-05T22:43:00.001+02:00

Apparently I really fail at keeping in touch with these blogs. First my laptop died and I had to format it. Then my internet stopped working. Then my last exams just brainfucked with me but it only resulted in my IQ flushing down the toilet. Yes it seems that I am bullshitting but unfortunately for me it's the tragic-comic truth. Tragic-comic. Huh ..that's a bit over dramatic. Other than that, I got my wallet stolen. With my ID card, student card, bank card and a shitload of dinero. I was on the way to the bus and I realized that hey ..my wallet is missing. After the shock came hysteria and then onwards with the lulz. It definitely runs in the family. Dad lost money. Mom lost money and literally broke a laptop. My biggest brother lost several phones, got his bicycle stolen, he forgot his backpack somewhere and got his wallet stolen. My middle brother got his wallet stolen. My youngest brother is a good boy and saved the family honor. My sister got her phone stolen and got a fine on the bus some weeks ago. And now moi *battles eyelashes*
And fuck, now I ruined my vacation. Now I will have to spend my days running around the town to get my ID card and my bank card. And give a police statement. Fun? Double fun? Triple fun? Of course not.

Mooooooooo~

2010-01-22T12:51:00.001+02:00

I was being all serious business today, doing my deutsches Glossar and then my sister called me. The main university building is on fire. You know, with fire fighters, smoke and panic HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -falls off the couch-. I think it's wrong to laugh at such a matter. Ah well.
I watched A tale of two sisters and The Uninvited ..well actually I watched a whole lot of movies instead of doing something more productive, like ..let's say study or maybe even show myself on msn. But those two movies disappointed me. I guess with all people saying that A tale of two sisters is the greatest horror movie, I had big expectations. But it's more like psychological than horror.
Tonight, after I've finished doing my share of the day for my deutsches Glossar, I shall watch Inkheart. Just hope that it will bore me deeply and motivate me to appear on msn.

@Kanji: for me it was my whole family. My brothers and my sister loved the books, so they kind of made me read them too. And then they played the movie on the tv and la la la. Dreams should really have a meaning of some sort, right? Or so it is said. But sometimes I'm amazed of what I dream.

2010-01-18T21:34:00.000+02:00

Just due to this I am downloading Dune, when I should really be studying for my upcoming exams. But Dune is way too awesome. I remember when I first saw the movie I was touched by the creepiness of it ..and generally the bad quality of it. Guess that's when I started liking old sci-fi movies. But until the movie downloads, I guess I could ..study ..some ..more. -resigned-

@Kawn: yeeh I think it's more embarassing when you dream about going naked to school or something like that. If one ever did dream that. But really now. Although I did dream some other stuff even more odd. And it would be easier to learn at school if it were more interactive or something like that.

2010-01-18T17:39:00.001+02:00

Of course I get distracted from learning for my exam --> http://badassoftheweek.com/
With some more specific examples: a one, a two, a three, a four and even George Orwell =)). I am full of lulz.

2010-01-18T16:45:00.000+02:00

The story goes like this. Yesterday, when I started learning for my Deutsch Civilization exam I was informed that some student [who is not even our group leader] talked with the teacher to postpone the exam. To which the teacher agreed to, because she thought we ALL agreed to it. Some angry emails later, some more responsible people decided to talk with the teacher to NOT post-pone it and have the exam tomorrow, as we ALL agreed to in our last class. As we were clueless to when the exact date of the exam is, we went today to the uni. Of course the teacher didn't show up so we all went home, checked our email and ta daa .. the same student talked with the teacher to change YET AGAIN the date to this Wednesday. When others, including me, have another exam. But now the teacher is pissed. What the fuck is wrong with some people? Do they really get a kick out of complicating people's lives? Fucking ignorant bastard.

But want to hear something oddly funny? I had my first jrock dream. Or I think it was my first. But not really the point. You'd expect that it had some sort of hentai touch, right? Much to your and my disappointment, but in my dream ..I pissed my pants in front of Kaoru and Toshiya. Odd and disturbing dreams. I think no one has them like I do. I'm so awesome -spazz-

@Vanina: heeey, you're supposed to play it too.
@Kanji: I played that game so many times. And I discovered that when I'm tired and hungry, I have a better visual memory and get better scores. 29 eh? I scored 28 on my worst hehee. L-love? *battles eyelashes*. And I like that song from L'arc en ciel too *___*
@Kawn: the chocolate is delicious. Really yummy. But I don't want to rub your nose any further. I keep playing that game. It kind of makes me want to get better scores. If only I had this motivation at the uni @_@

2010-01-16T22:17:00.000+02:00

Okay okay I get it. More updates. So ...3rd exam down and I should really know how many I have left. More importantly, I should know when I have the other exams. It pays not to pay attention during classes. Well that was a bad choice of words. Wasn't even funny.
Oh yes Kanji, I love it when you talk like that regarding pwning washing machines -wink wink-. My prize was the Galler chocolate [although the washing machine and the chocolate were totally unrelated..]. Chocolate snob? Of course I am.

But here's something my dad sent me. Does anyone else want to wreck their brains with this game? Yes, I definitely frustrated myself with this game plenty of times. Still didn't get the age that I wanted. Bummer.
Press start, wait for the countdown, look at the numbers and then press the circles where the numbers were in ascending order. And it should tell you how old your brain is :3. Have fun.

2010-01-15T19:55:00.001+02:00

Did I really study today? Of course not. I downloaded The Full Monty instead. BUT, I made a promise to Vanina. That I won't watch it until I revise what I learned. Because I did learn, just not enough according to my own standards. I still don't realize that tomorrow I have an exam and it's one of the most important ones :3.

Okay. The faster I get my tush to learning the faster I get to watch The Full Monty.

2010-01-15T12:59:00.003+02:00

Lack of updates ..do you really care? However, I was busy. Mom got discharged from the hospital two days ago. I started my exams. I have my third exam tomorrow. I no longer have a tv. My brother broke my couch. My laptop is still severely dying uh. My internet sometimes decides to not work. A couple of days ago Vanina came to Bucharest and we had our hands frozen from those frappucinos at Starbucks.This is like two weeks on fast-forward =)).

Okay enough. I am getting my tush back to studying. Ready steady GO..

Ugh ugh .. my washing machine is aliveee. Alive I tell you. The fear! The horror! My brother miss-programmed it and the centrifugal force made it go across the bathroom. And currently it's staring at me from the bathroom door. Life..

2010-01-06T17:57:00.001+02:00

I am reading Sartor Resartus. I am actually taking interest in my upcoming exam. And I just realized how unprepared I am for these exams. As predicted earlier by me, I am going to wiggle my tail in pathetic fail. Also count my presentation this Friday. 4 pages including the pretty pictures. My only source of documentation was Wikipedia. Of course ..I could have gone to the library, but dumb irresponsible people are dumb and irresponsible. Then again, I'm convinced no one will listen to my presentation because what the fuck ..student presentations bore people.
I need some sort of distraction. Like ..my rotting bananas. Disturbing.
Ah fuck it ..I think I am going to laze around for some more, then panic again, try to do something constructive, fail and panic. Joy :3

pies: I probably won't reply to any of you ..it's not that I don't like you ..but my brain is mush, not thinking coherent and so forth.

2010-01-02T15:18:00.001+02:00

Tomorrow I'm going back to Bucharest. Feel my enthusiasm :3. It radiates off me. Something along those lines. I haven't started packing yet. I barely finished my homework. And mind you, only my homework. I have an exam on Tuesday, a presentation and an exam on Friday. Then an essay for the other Monday und so weiter. But somehow I am pretty optimistic about this whole shit and feel like I am going to make it. I work really good under pressure x). And then I will come with my tail between my legs because I failed pathetically ^_^.

Currently there's a spider hanging off the ceiling and I don't dare to kill it. Rather blog about it =)). Is it phobia or plain disgust regarding arachnids? I don't think it's really phobia ..but those little creepers give me goosebumps.

@Kanji: I didn't really party on New Year's Eve. I just drank lots of alcohol and ...did my homework. How exciting hihiiiii.

2010-01-01T17:36:00.001+02:00

On the first day of new year, yet again ..I am doing my homework. But that is just to fool people that I am serious business :3. Unrelated, the movie Mulan is coming out. Or it came out already and all it needs is to be played in movie theatres. I am 100% sure it is going to be a tearjerker. I'm preparing my tissues beforehand. Also, Vitas is staring in it. How undeniably sexy.
Well I'm off to eating cake ..and moar cake.

2010-01-01T00:12:00.000+02:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU LITTLE FUCKS WITH EYES. Haha naaah just kidding.
I need moar booze. Alcohooool.
Oh, just a side-note. Sergio called me as a present for New Year's Eve. I love that cabron <3

2009-12-31T15:32:00.002+02:00

Hey pssssst ..want to hear something pathetic? Being alone and doing your Deutsch homework on New Year's Eve :3. Okay okay ..it's not as sad as it sounds. It's my mom's birthday anyway and we are "celebrating". Kyo is singing FOOCHA in my ears and I have dear old Jack to keep me company. New Year solutions and all other? Beats me ..and I don't really care. Don't you just love my je m'en fische attitude towards life? Daisuki as well <3.
But here ..to brag: alcohol, Christmas and part birthday present [other presents were clothes, Yves Rocher products and a concert ticket x)].

Yours truly,
Delia.

2009-12-27T19:53:00.001+02:00

I suppose that anyone has woken up one day and disliked everything. Or it's just me because I am a natural disaster. "I am Jack's wasted life". Guess I am not at the age of emoness anymore, but rather depressed? Why so blue? Why so blue? Don't really know ..but writing this makes me not care. It's like purging. Online purging.
On another note, my laptop is dying. First my phone and now my laptop. MOOOO

pies: This song is really depressing yadda yadda but daaamn the Cavanaugh brothers look yummy. Yeah, I'm supposed to be depressed, but they're still some eye candy. For me.

2009-12-24T21:49:00.001+02:00

Christmas Eve. Not a fan of Christmas. We [as in my family und ich] don't even celebrate it. We don't even put a tree just for the sake of the setting. I admit that I got presents nevertheless. And that I enjoyed it. Oh yeh -brainfucked over presents-
Tomorrow is Christmas and I wish it were summer. I don't like summer either, but here I am wishing that it were summer. Insufferable heat, smell of sea, sand prints and ice-cream. Or could it possible be that I want it to be summer because I have a shit-long vacation?

2009-12-19T18:22:00.001+02:00

First ..Doll-chan, I hope you had a great birthday. Lots of vodka. Tons of vodka <3.
Okay so I am home now. I have nothing intelligent ..nothing interesting ..nor nothing awesome to share. I'm bored. What a kitty faggot. I'm stuffed with cookies. What a kitty faggot. I should have brought more clothes to change. What a kitty faggot. See? Nothing interesting. What a bloody kitty faggot.

@Kanji: Oh yeah ..they say tonight it's going to be a blizzard again. Last night there were -15◦ C. Today there were -9◦ C. I have no idea if that means anything to you, but I can say that it's very cold for this time of the year. Tomorrow they are closing the highways again due to the blizzard. This Monday? You start your finals this Monday? UWAH GOOD LUCK <3.

2009-12-18T12:51:00.002+02:00

I wanted to leave today towards homeeee.. but the highway is closed. It's a blizzard out there. And I don't take the train because at this time of the year, they take roughly around 22 hours to get from Bucharest to hometown. I am stuck in Bucharest :(.
I also got sick. My luck, right? So I am staying indoors, with Cocolina, watching either VS Arashi or Intimate Note, drinking hot milk with honey and making something für fressen. Baked potatoes with veggies. Imagine how sick I am that I had the urge to cook and eat veggies.

@Kanji: thank you for the cookieeeeees. You have a whole month between semesters? This is barely my Christmas break. On the 4th I am coming back at the uni, two weeks after I have my exam session, afterward I have only 1 week of inter-semesters vacation, then back. Daaaamn ..that means I have to take advantage of this vacation as much as I can. *glomps*

2009-12-18T08:26:00.002+02:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DOLL-CHAN ..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUU

Happy birthday you little kid <3

2009-12-15T09:56:00.002+02:00

It's snowing. It's snowing. It's snowing. It's snowiiiiiiiiiiing.
I hate snow.
If it weren't for me having to give my uni friend the Tiger Eye cake/roll ..I don't think I would even budge out of my beddie. Which is actually a very uncomfortable couch. But I prefer that in front of the snow. Ugh x(.

@Kanji: Hehee ..Well yes, the holidays are starting soon and you can guess that my mind is already on vacation. Homework and bla bla is a nuisance. So I rather be a couch potato and make cake and sweets XD. Cheers to that *hugs*

2009-12-14T21:30:00.001+02:00

After staying up until 2 am to finish my project, I ended up not turning it in. Can't really explain why I did that.
BUT, I came home and made "Tiger Eye" ..which is a cake ..sort of ..it's more like a roll. A layered roll. And the middle layer was supposed to be white, but mine turned green from the colored coconut. Trust me to find colored coconut instead of a regular one. It sounds freaky, I know.
Other than that, a few more days and I am going home for holidays.

2009-12-13T19:23:00.001+02:00

It's past 7 and I still haven't started my marketing project. I am watching Top Gear instead. Irresponsible much? I think so. But at least doing the latter is more fun.

2009-12-13T16:36:00.002+02:00

Sugarholism. My sis dropped by because ..ah well her broken washing machine isn't of any interest to you. But knowing that she will come I went and bought cookies. She also bought cookies. We happily munched cookies and watched Silent Hill.
I know cookies aren't qualified as nutritious food but damn they're good. Also, lychees. They are SO YUMMY *__*. I wonder if I should leave some for my brother.
I should start on my marketing project because tomorrow I have to hand it in. fuck.

2009-12-12T19:59:00.001+02:00

Today is the first day of snow. I was at the uni today, for that I had to wake up at 6. Waking up at 6 on a Saturday is a crime. Really. But yeah, I had "recovery classes" at Deutsch so my attendance was necessary. And then it started snowing. It was like this perfect moment. You look up and then suddenly it starts snowing. -CHEESY-
And things with my uni friend are improving. We reached the point where we can say the dumbest, act the quirkiest and be comfortable about it. And she's a Coke & sweets addict like moi. Wir sind toll .. oh yeah.

@Kanji: I am just a wee bit fond of Nirvana. They rubbed on me x). I do have to admit though that I don't like all their songs. Ehe..

2009-12-08T01:05:00.002+02:00

The result of my sleepless-ness and Vanina's ..whole being? Okay I actually have no idea what I am talking about buuut ..here's some music that both me and Vanina are listening on repeat. Maybe tonight I will have a nice dream and not the usual .. night terrors. At my age to have night terrors = creepy.

2009-12-07T23:57:00.001+02:00

It's close to 12 pm. My brother ordered chinese food. The Restless is on tv again, and I still find it super sad. And at this hour I am doing my German homework. Which are actually two essays, but details.
I really have nothing more interesting to say.

@Kanji: ooooh, you saw that movie too? Well dumb question from my part. Of course you did. Thanks for the recommendation also. I definitely must check it out. <3

2009-12-06T14:06:00.001+02:00

Ooooh today is St. Nicholas. The day good kids receive sweets and bad kids get whipped ahaha. No matter, I practically injected sugar in my veins today. Sweets are yum yum. And then my phone died. It was my favorite too :C. And now I have a molar infection. This doesn't seem to be a good ... year. Bollocks.

2009-12-05T14:10:00.002+02:00

I wanted to go out today ..have some activity of any sort, but the weather outside is ..I could say gloomy. You know, the kind of weather that makes you want to stay tucked in and read or do something constructive.
Mhmm what to do what to do.

Dir en grey's 激しさと、この胸の中で絡み付いた灼熱の闇 . It's awesome, if you like metal. Yummeeeeey

2009-12-05T01:58:00.001+02:00

Psssssht .. I am pawning my brother's ass on so many levels at Diablo II. This is how I spend my nights ..having gaming competitions with mein Brüder. Yippee ki-ay, motherfucker!

2009-12-05T00:46:00.000+02:00

My classes are becoming more and more interesting. Yesterday at German Civilization we were actually commenting two paintings .. write the difference between Klimt's Der Kuss and Schiele's Liebesakt. Both technically and what are they depicting. Today at English we were reading re-spinning of fairy tales. Little Red Riding Hood became a horror tale, The Werewolf. But the best news ever .. I DON'T HAVE TO TURN IN MY MARKETING PROJECT ON MONDAY. I haven't even started it... mhmmm Diablo II ...mhmm I'm a sucker.

This is one odd movie ... but great nevertheless.
@Kanji: hehe I <3 you too. mwah we are so cheesy. But yes ..at first when she moved out the apartment seemed empty, but I am so beri happy she moved out. Ugh X(

2009-12-01T15:05:00.001+02:00

So yes. Wish I could say I am better but in fact ..I am not. I've been losing sleep, and it's not due to the fact that I play Diablo or Starcraft on a nightly basis. I've been having nightmares for the past 3 weeks. Continously. In order to have a proper nightmare-free sleep, I have to get sloshed. Or maybe I should just check a psychiatrist. Freaky x).
The good news though is that now ..with our grandmother gone ..we scheduled mom for surgery this Thursday. And from then on, it will get better.
On a pissed-off note, my brother's gf finally moved out. And ever since she packed her stuff and left she's behaving a little bitchy. She's taking the tv although she complained that tv kills the brain bla bla and it's not even her tv. And today, I made pizza. She said it looks nasty and went off to make pasta. And now she's upset with me [again.. go figure] because I don't want to eat her bloody pasta. But alas, as a little present she's leaving me in charge of washing the dishes. It's a little weird ever since she moved out.. she comes over here to eat and leaves me to wash the dishes.
But fuck it all. Today is Romania's national day, I think I caught a cold and I am going to celebrate by hardcoring Diablo.

2009-11-27T08:36:00.000+02:00

My grandmother died this morning. I was supposed to go home today and my sister called me while I was in the subway. I don't even remember the walk home. We were expecting this but ..it still is sad. It is probably for the best because she was suffering and it was hard on her but ..for today I just want to cry my heart out.
R.I.P.

2009-11-21T22:14:00.000+02:00

What does a bored student do on a Saturday night? Oh yeeeeh, get fat and watch lame movies. And play a little Starcraft and then getting bored with that too.
Gabi, my friend from Belgium dropped the bomb. She's hpv positive [no, it's not a typo] and I am more bummed about these news than she is. She's taking this rather lightly, but then again ..I suppose it's futile to get angry and sad. In the end it won't solve anything.
Last night, I met the japanese dude. He's nice. Of course Flavia stole the spotlight and humble mortals like moi stand no chance. Not like I had any to begin with. I am not that interesting or pretty or anything of the kind. But this is the self-bashing moi talking. I get like that when I see other people who are amazing or beautiful and I compare myself to them and I only see my flaws. Because it's only human to do so. If any of you knows how to forget insults, take compliments and realize their good points .. let me know. I have yet to figure it out.
But enough with the self-loathing and self-pity. I did meet this great girl. She hand-makes broches and rings and necklaces. And she's so cool and smart, and these compliments really do her no good. This is her self-promoting blog, but for all you non-romanians, it won't do you any good. Except maybe compliment her. If you like her stuff. But alas, I couldn't help myself and bought myself a broche.

@Kanji: ooooh then we definitely need to have a drinking contest. Pucca vs L hihihi. Ah your family isn't the only one with alcoholism running in. Yippiee. <3 The subways are back now. The subway is heaven compared to the bus.

2009-11-18T17:48:00.000+02:00

You know what really sucketh? When you wake up at 6 to make sure that you're at the uni on time. And then you spend TWO WHOLE HOURS in the same bus because the traffic is really impossible. The subway management is on strike and so all the people have to take the buses. Bucharest had a shitty traffic anyway, but add 3 times the number of buses .. it's hell. I missed my first curs because I arrived at the uni at 9:40. And I left home at 7:15. Isn't this the grimmest? Trv and br00tal. I suppose tomorrow is going to be the same.

2009-11-16T22:22:00.003+02:00

Remember the insane coach from Sex is Zero and again? She's actually a singer. Go figure.
this is her singing

But Robert Carlyle with his Johnnie Walker commercial ...great actor:

And oh .. I am drinking myself silly now. Wine FTW! And some vodka later on. Yippieeeeee.

2009-11-16T19:56:00.003+02:00

I am pissed. Severely pissed. My brother's gf still didn't move out. Is she waiting for a push or something like that? I'm willing to push her .. no biggie. And I swear that my classmates are getting dumber by day. Is it really that much to ask of their lonely neuron to conjugate the verb at the right tense and moreover, the right person? English is one of the easiest languages to learn. It has a poor morphology as well. Really now .. I has being?! it doesn't had?! haved being walking?!. And these are only a few examples of how my classmates can create a massacre with this language. Their vocabulary and accent are below sea level.
And then I have this person at the uni. Only the sight of her repulses me, but lo! she's supposedly a dee-vah. If only she had some grounds to base her statement on. We don't talk or even acknowledge the other's presence. But today she finally took pity on this undersigned humble mortal and went on with a crushing tirade. Our Literature teacher re-scheduled last Friday's seminar for today and I thought I could do a good deed and inform the other students. And of course today was not good with the dee-vah's schedule and she said that I am so rude for talking with the teacher and planning the seminar on a day that she wanted to rest her ginormous ass. Last time I checked I didn't have a degree in Philology therefor it was not my task to re-schedule a seminar, since I am only a student and it is the teacher's task and wish. Her lonely neuron is tired. Man she sucks so much. Actually I don't think she can do that either. But of course it didn't end there. Apparently I was the only one who read the text for Literature. The dee-vah, who can't even say a 'hi' or even a 'go fuck yourself!' or anything to brighten up my day, came up to me and demanded: "Give me your notes. Maybe they are satisfactory enough to copy them.". If it were possible, I wish I could have shoved my foot down her throat until she shitted my shoe. I hate her type of person. Opportunist to no end.

I am pissed today. Severely pissed. And I am mean. This was the censored part.

@Kanji: drinking games you saaaaaay. Mind you, I have a rather high tolerance for alcohol *innocent desu*

2009-11-13T23:44:00.000+02:00

I don't know why .. it just so happened that .. really this came so suddenly but .. I feel the urge to drink myself silly.

2009-11-13T21:49:00.000+02:00

I walked for 6 hours straight. Well give or take. Around 6 hours. But eh anygay, the result of my walk today: I got to see some japanese prints and a little bit of workshop. Overall it was amazing, simply putting it. I also bought myself a new shirt. Simple, black. Guess I really cannot buy myself something more colorful =)). I did try though. And felt uncomfortable.
But yeah, I am currently raping VS Arashi. Aiba is the biggest kid I have ever seen. They're all adorkable, but Aiba rubs on me the mostest ..at the moment x). And I am still the pedophile for Chinen Yuri. I am so brain-fucked.
Time to take a break and ...well ...rape the Yves Rocher catalog.

@Kanji: yeah hehe. More for you to read x). And I was asked to post my flaws. I still don't accept most of my flaws heh.

2009-11-12T22:55:00.002+02:00

Barely today I listened to Gazette's new/latest single before I decay. I just couldn't bring myself to listen to it. Mostly because the first half of the song didn't appeal to me. But it gets better with every listen =)). I still love them boys, but this song just ..doesn't meet my expectations.
But anygay, Hiroki Narimiya is the embodiment of sex. I was watching Tokyo DOGS just for Mizushima Hiro and Oguri Shun [the drama is not that spectacular, but hey, it features two hotties], and in the first episode Hiroki Narimiya gets all bad-ass. Guns, leather, great ass, his voice ..joy x).

this amuses me deeply

2009-11-12T14:42:00.003+02:00

So, I decided to own to my 20 flaws. To be honest, I try to hide them as much as possible, because I don't like them. At all. But here it goes:
01. I'm shy.
02. I'm paranoid.
03. I'm really weird [at least others say that about moi].
04. I'm emotive.
05. I have way too sudden mood swings.
06. I'm possesive.
07. I like being in control [guess it's not really the same as being possesive.. eh?].
08. I forgive but never forget, but most of the time I don't even forgive.
09. I never express what I truly feel.
10. I trash-talk others.
11. I tend to be misanthropical.
12. I tend to be snobbish.
13. I'm ungracefully clumsy.
14. I'm jealous.
15. I'm extremely lazy, you can basically write me off as a couch potato.
16. I lack self-esteem when it comes to my physical part [I will never consider myself pretty, but I will always think that I am smarter than the average idiot. I don't lack self-esteem when it comes to my intellect as well, but there are better tools in the tool-shed].
17. I'm mean.
18. I'm a pessimist.
19. I'm more stubborn than a mule [if possible o.o].
20. I lie.

I creeped you out now didn't I? hehe.
On another note, I am having a really hard time reading nowadays. My eyes hurt like hell when I try reading and I have to make these really funny faces to able to read something. Just today, I barely finished making some summaries for Deutsch because I kept squinting, scrunching my nose, closing one eye and so long and so forth. These new glasses were supposed to improve my sight, but it seems it's worse. Or I truly need to sleep and rest my eyes more. Hmmm.
Ah Flavia just called me. Goddamn I love that queen-bitch. Not only did she get the mail and phone number of the japanese dude from the uni, but she also invited him next week at a ~~orgy~~party at her house. Which I am also attending. Yeah she called me to invite me to the ~~orgy~~party next week. And brag about the immensity of her balls. eeeeeh x)

2009-11-11T14:34:00.001+02:00

I have been such a good kid today. You know ..did part of my German summaries, didn't fight with sister, ate my veggies, brushed my teeth, took my vitamins. Okay okay I kid. Today I feel like it's my birthday all over again. Much like yesterday. Maybe I am just having a good week. And I really don't want to ruin it by doing my essays and projects. I keep mentioning them, mostly because I have yet to start on them ..and I should. I have no chances to get motivated.

2009-11-10T22:48:00.002+02:00

You know what it's like when you hxc starve the whole day, then you come home and stuff your tummy with every piece of food in your reach even though you know it's bad for you but you do it anyway, because hey there must be at least one dumbass, and then your tummy hurts so bad that you want to roll over and die? Well one bottle of coke and one choco bar later ..I'm all better, thank you for your concern =P.
Weeeeeeell anygay ... today I finished reading Requiem for a Dream. The brother I live with said to me that I am very cultured ...for a person who doesn't read anything. Well esqueeeeze me that you're never home to actually see me reading pffffft wanker >_>.
But the freak at the uni was the best at complimenting me. He said I'm fat and need to loose weight o.o. A fanboy should never say that.. loser. And speaking of classmates, my English classmates cannot fully relate to the extension of their stupidity. They amaze me. Not only do they fail at English, but they also fail at Romanian. Language, grammar, literature and history ..well practically everything related to Romania. Wow.
But yeah, today I'm happy. I'll let you on about today some other time. Time to stalk.

@Kanji: noooope .. that day I did nothing at all. Besides making plans, day-dreaming and watching The Yakuza Papers [<-- recommended by one of my brothers, heh go figure =))]. MSN ..yes. I know. I really have to come more often <3

2009-11-08T13:03:00.003+02:00

I am bored silly. I re-did my homework [because yesterday I was equally bored and did my homework], finished 2 Starcraft episodes, started re-reading Requiem for a Dream to finally be able to catch it up. I even cleaned up.. I could finish meine Glossar but my brain cells are way too bored. I watched everything possible on youtube. And it's barely the middle of the day. This is going to be a long day. And my phone is dying :C

-_-"

@Kanji: well haha yes. Apple cake ..I don't think calling it a pie would be appropriate, because it's not actually a pie. But it was delicious nevertheless.

2009-11-02T22:39:00.001+02:00

Thank you all for you kind wishing. It really meant a lot to me to get all these messages and wishes. To be frank, I was expecting this day to go downhill ...but it was much better. Today I decided that being my birthday and all I should skip classes and bake an apple cake. I didn't even do my German homework or anything that has to do with the university. But just for today .. I don't care :).

2009-10-30T00:05:00.001+02:00

Verpiss dich!

Yours truly.

2009-10-29T18:43:00.002+02:00

Today I was planning to continue the work on meine Glossar. I was so motivated and all that ... but I got lazy. And at the rate I am working on it, I am sure that I will write it one day prior to handing it over. And now I also have to make a presentation at English History over the Chartist riots. But ack, never mind that.
This year, I have two teachers, one from Österreich and one from Deutschland, that both organize deutsch und österreichische movie nights. The movies are Cannes/Oscar nominated movies... you know .. the type of movies that at the end of it makes you wonder what was really the point and that have a little bit too subtle ideas of genius. Und sie sind ohne Untertiteln. Das ist ein bisschen gut weil sie uns zwingen, schneller zu lernen.
Ack now I am even starting to write in deutsch :\

2009-10-27T13:50:00.000+02:00

Yesterday started good. Me and my unofficial godparents arrived in Bucharest and stopped by the Chinese restaurant [the bamboo and sea-weed soup, the century eggs and the fried coconut milk were delicious]. But it ended rather badly. And ever since last night it just keeps on going badly.
And today ...today is a mourning day for the German Section. One of the teachers died. She tought me in my first year and she was just amazing. I am at loss of words.
So R.I.P. Pierette Fotiadis.

2009-10-25T13:54:00.001+02:00

Today I am packing my stuff little by little. My parents packed me like a mule. You know the saying.. when one carries stuff weighing more than their body weight. But this is complaining, I'm a tough girl and tough girls don't complain. Haha just kidding =).
I don't really have anything intelligent to say or some philosophical issue to debate. I'm just bored and with no clue as to what other book to read.

2009-10-24T22:15:00.004+03:00

Today was a good day. Excellent I might even say. My unofficial godparents dropped by. Vanina also came, mostly because I tricked her into coming over. Pizza, marshmallows, music and so long and so forth. It was nice overall x). How could I describe it? I guess it's something you feel and cannot describe. Said state of mind and feeling.
My godparents have some business in Bucharest on Monday, so I am tagging along eheh. These are them by the way...

But yes, I missed my hometown. I have one more day to enjoy my stay..

@Kanji: sorry sorry sorry sorry but when I drop by msn you are not there. It seems we have a problem with our .. coordination? synchronization? what is it called?

2009-10-23T21:53:00.000+03:00

I know 'glamorous' is misspelled in the pic. And with that being said, I just saw the new Yves Rocher Christmas Catalogue. Christmas is two months away o.o'
But yeah my point, the limited edition products are sooooo damn enticing -slaps own wrists-. They also added new products moo :(. I'm a loser babeh so why don't you kill meee. Naah, just kidding!

@Kanji: I will stay at home until Monday. I decided to skip some courses today and Monday hehe. I'm a baaaaaad girl. The real story is that some of my teachers will be missing on Monday so yeah x). -boogie-

2009-10-23T19:04:00.001+03:00

Ah, back home. After a rather hellish train ride. I am cursed when it comes to travelling. I am stuck with either a religious fanatic/nutcase, old farts & hags, mentally retarded people [and it's not just literary speaking].
But I am home now with my bags of marshmallows. Forever and always marshmallows. Plus I also received a letter from Sophia. I thought she forgot about me heh. And now I must check my email. Love you Kawn <3

@Kanji: hehe, yeah it seems I have blogging fever again. Hey, more stuff for you to read <3

2009-10-21T23:23:00.001+03:00

I just listened, well I still am listening, to exist†trace's new mini-album. And I love it. And I am gay. Like there is a time when I'm not gay. No wait actually there is. When I see the dude from the Russian section who doesn't even know I exist. But let's not get sad.
exist†trace is made of awesome. I tell you x)

01 and 02. Did they really have to be this freaking expensive?